oh the irony

Ate a fortune cookie after dinner tonight. Fortune read: Now is the best time for you to be spontaneous. Serendipity!

oh reaaaallllly?....hahahha. God's got mad jokes for me...touche God, touche....

my. life. is. one. ongoing. sitcom.

but that's not particularly any kind of complaint. i must admit i rather enjoy it. it keeps me entertained and well-humoured.

lessons from the wkend:

1. there is such thing as karma...and it is a biatch
2. don't f w/ a system that's working just fine...back to being a m.o.b.ster
3. next time, listen to juicy

in a daze...

but it don't stop.

"when does the rockstar lifestyle stop?"...i heard if you do it right...never

missing: sony cybershot dsc-t7, small crack on memory card door,1 GB sony memory card, gray strap with blue ink stain on it.

last seen: drunken beach fun, tiki torches, "tell me when to go," crack/crack/more crack, beach bars, nachos/seafood/more fries please, dnb's, top gun re-enacted, fun but scary, capsized jetski, ocean, crown/greygoose/crown/greygoose, bar dancing, hot hawaiians, more bar dancing, not so hot tourists, <lil man named onion, the wind up, the running head start, and the punch (?)>, taxi ride, legs in cabbies face, rainy day,  giovanni's scrimp truck, waimea, waimea lifeguards, "halitosis" water, kailua, cast-away, rope swing, sunny cemetary, japenese temple, peacock in heat, skybox, dawghouse, g-spot, military men, lifegaurds, firemen, waikiki, sandy, lookout point, pre-partying, grey goose/malibu/grey goose, fashion 45, cab ride to ocean....

please return to owner.

FREE ME!!!

no time to look forward to what was to come and it already passed before i could appreciate what it was...

freeeegin.

came back to the same thing...nothing has moved...nothing has changed...except my head. you can't recognize when something's wrong when you don't know anything else but that...

but now i know, it's time to leave....but by the time i finally do, it'll be far tooo long overdue, so maybe i'll just have to bump up the timeline a bit....throw in a filler to expedite the exodus...i'm thinking sun, i'm thinking beach, i'm thinking warm rain when it does, i'm thinking beautiful brown people...i'm thinking i might actually do it.